Desperate
Posted: 2021-06-22 14:18:02
Hi all,
My GP detected I had colon cancer in March this year - intense rectal bleeding over half a day lost more than half by blood (the RBC count was down to 5 or so).
Into A&E where they did battery of tests and ended up removing a chunk of large intestine, small intestine and my appendix.
Gave me a temporary iliostomy.
Recovered from that op well, although getting pain in small intestines frequently, that doctor prodded me a bit and declared it fine (done this 2 or 3 times now).
I have stage 4 cancer, colon, lymph nodes and liver. Liver has 2 masses, a small < 1cm one and a larger 3.6cm one.
They wanted to treat me with chemo for 2 to 3 months to see if the liver tumors would shrink, and ensure no other lumps appeared. Started chemo, 1st session OK, 2nd session OK but bad hands and feet syndrome and bit of nausea. 3rd session the day after I received I just couldn't eat anything or drink much.
Had to go back into A&E where they gave me 8lt of saline drip. Could not eat anything at all - really bad nausea, vomiting.
After the fluids I was feeling a lot better, somehow managed to eat a normal meal. Went home, slept for 8 hours and then vomited the meal right back up - it didn't seem to be digested?
Now, 4 days later, no thirst, no appetite, anything I eat comes back up unless I eat such a small portion I may as well not bother.
Ah, just vomited up the Ensure drink I had an hour ago. Again, no bile, just comes up the same as it went down.
My iliostomy is on my right hand side upper tummy. The pain is in a horizontal like from the stoma to my left hand side.
The pain is usually followed by some stoma discharge.
Oh, sometimes if I feel nauseous but do not have the pain, if I can burp a lot, the nausea goes away.
Right now every time I get up I have to hold onto something as get extrmely dizzy.
I can't walk more than 10 feet without starting to feel dizzy again and need to rest. Sitting up is not resting, I need to lie on a bed / recliner (assume blood pressure is that low, lying down is the only way I can start to feel not so bad.
The output from my stoma is 99.9% liquid, upto 6lt a day. Urination has dropped off to once every 2 days.
I have found out that at the moment fruit is good!
Oh, and my taste has completely changed - water tastes like the water after you have washed up the dishes in it.
Right now I genuinely feel like I'm dying - will power, strength - I've never been this weak, mentally or physically.
If I go into hospital they hydrate me and I go home and cause my intestines are messed up, get right back to where I am now.
My GP detected I had colon cancer in March this year - intense rectal bleeding over half a day lost more than half by blood (the RBC count was down to 5 or so).
Into A&E where they did battery of tests and ended up removing a chunk of large intestine, small intestine and my appendix.
Gave me a temporary iliostomy.
Recovered from that op well, although getting pain in small intestines frequently, that doctor prodded me a bit and declared it fine (done this 2 or 3 times now).
I have stage 4 cancer, colon, lymph nodes and liver. Liver has 2 masses, a small < 1cm one and a larger 3.6cm one.
They wanted to treat me with chemo for 2 to 3 months to see if the liver tumors would shrink, and ensure no other lumps appeared. Started chemo, 1st session OK, 2nd session OK but bad hands and feet syndrome and bit of nausea. 3rd session the day after I received I just couldn't eat anything or drink much.
Had to go back into A&E where they gave me 8lt of saline drip. Could not eat anything at all - really bad nausea, vomiting.
After the fluids I was feeling a lot better, somehow managed to eat a normal meal. Went home, slept for 8 hours and then vomited the meal right back up - it didn't seem to be digested?
Now, 4 days later, no thirst, no appetite, anything I eat comes back up unless I eat such a small portion I may as well not bother.
Ah, just vomited up the Ensure drink I had an hour ago. Again, no bile, just comes up the same as it went down.
My iliostomy is on my right hand side upper tummy. The pain is in a horizontal like from the stoma to my left hand side.
The pain is usually followed by some stoma discharge.
Oh, sometimes if I feel nauseous but do not have the pain, if I can burp a lot, the nausea goes away.
Right now every time I get up I have to hold onto something as get extrmely dizzy.
I can't walk more than 10 feet without starting to feel dizzy again and need to rest. Sitting up is not resting, I need to lie on a bed / recliner (assume blood pressure is that low, lying down is the only way I can start to feel not so bad.
The output from my stoma is 99.9% liquid, upto 6lt a day. Urination has dropped off to once every 2 days.
I have found out that at the moment fruit is good!
Oh, and my taste has completely changed - water tastes like the water after you have washed up the dishes in it.
Right now I genuinely feel like I'm dying - will power, strength - I've never been this weak, mentally or physically.
If I go into hospital they hydrate me and I go home and cause my intestines are messed up, get right back to where I am now.